It is the year 2016. It’s nearly April 2016 to be more exact. I meant to write a post about how much I was looking forward to this year; that I was excited and full of hope for a better year than the last however many (twelve or so).
So far it has been anything but great; but that could just be my general negative outlook on life, creeping in and settling down on me.
Why do I think it has been so bad?
It might have a lot to do with the fact that I moan way too much; I take everything too personally; I get frustrated and get hurt very easily. It is much easier to focus on the negative in everything and none of the positive in anything.
I can be generally quite grumpy and I have down days (who doesn’t) – much more than I used to when I was horse riding as one example.
I know this needs to change; I know something needs to change; I know I need to change.
The question is how. Do I focus more on the positive? As in write posts about it? Make lists? Say yes more? Say no more? Force myself to do stuff?